Tuesday, March 14, 2006
The Day I lost My Soul.....
Hello people....It has been a very very long time since i last blogged but i realised something. I'm actually using this avenue to pen down all my problems and heartaches i have. Therefore if i have not been blogging for a long time, it only means im doing good and having the time of my life. Looking at the title of my blog, i think u sense someone has left me and returned back to heaven. Well...i can safely say, NO. Its juz a feeling i have at this point of time.
My Grandmother has been admitted into hospital. But nothing serious, its juz becoz she is getting on in her years and some of her bones are degenerating resulting in a lower back pain. Really..Nothing Serious, she is resting well and doing just fine.
I'm close to my grandmother and seeing her in this conditions pains me. It was juz last wednesday where i had to carry her to the doctor. With each step i take, i can feel my heart bleeding coz i remember the time when she carried me in her arms looking at me with her tender loving eyes. I guess this is the time where the Lord wants me to fulfil my duty as a grandson to her.
Tonight (14/3/2006) is the day when i realised i have lost my soul! My Uncle is going to take my granny to stay with him come May. I'm going to miss her so much!!!!!!! No words can describe how much i'm going to miss her. At my place now, my mum and yee yee always take her out for lunches, bring her to shoppping malls and take her for car rides. But the very thought of her moving out and living in a different environment pains me. I'm not going to see her everyday, not going to plant a kiss on her forehead everynight, not watching TV with her..Sigh...so many things we did together and come May, i will not be able to do this with her as much as i want to. In fact, I intend to bring her to church every sunday and accompany her through the Chinese Session but i guess all the intentions have come to naught.
To my granny:
Even though u r moving out, I'm very very certain the gates of my house will always be open and ready to welcome u back anytime. Though we will miss each other's company, i will find time in between the week to visit you and bring along your favourite food. How much i miss you is nothing i can describe and i'm sure you will miss the company you once had. I hope there will be changes in plans and you remain by my side. I love you Granny.
To whom it may concern:
Pls spare a thought for Granny before you make such a decision. Will she be happy !!?? Will she be as well taken care of as compared to now !!?? Cant she decide on where she wants to spend her remaining years!!??
No offence to anyone. But i juz love my grandmother and i want nothing but the best for her as she moves into her twilight years. As a grandson, i guess i have no say in anything but juz look with saddness as my love one leaves for another place to live in.
I LOVE YOU GRANNY......
My Grandmother has been admitted into hospital. But nothing serious, its juz becoz she is getting on in her years and some of her bones are degenerating resulting in a lower back pain. Really..Nothing Serious, she is resting well and doing just fine.
I'm close to my grandmother and seeing her in this conditions pains me. It was juz last wednesday where i had to carry her to the doctor. With each step i take, i can feel my heart bleeding coz i remember the time when she carried me in her arms looking at me with her tender loving eyes. I guess this is the time where the Lord wants me to fulfil my duty as a grandson to her.
Tonight (14/3/2006) is the day when i realised i have lost my soul! My Uncle is going to take my granny to stay with him come May. I'm going to miss her so much!!!!!!! No words can describe how much i'm going to miss her. At my place now, my mum and yee yee always take her out for lunches, bring her to shoppping malls and take her for car rides. But the very thought of her moving out and living in a different environment pains me. I'm not going to see her everyday, not going to plant a kiss on her forehead everynight, not watching TV with her..Sigh...so many things we did together and come May, i will not be able to do this with her as much as i want to. In fact, I intend to bring her to church every sunday and accompany her through the Chinese Session but i guess all the intentions have come to naught.
To my granny:
Even though u r moving out, I'm very very certain the gates of my house will always be open and ready to welcome u back anytime. Though we will miss each other's company, i will find time in between the week to visit you and bring along your favourite food. How much i miss you is nothing i can describe and i'm sure you will miss the company you once had. I hope there will be changes in plans and you remain by my side. I love you Granny.
To whom it may concern:
Pls spare a thought for Granny before you make such a decision. Will she be happy !!?? Will she be as well taken care of as compared to now !!?? Cant she decide on where she wants to spend her remaining years!!??
No offence to anyone. But i juz love my grandmother and i want nothing but the best for her as she moves into her twilight years. As a grandson, i guess i have no say in anything but juz look with saddness as my love one leaves for another place to live in.
I LOVE YOU GRANNY......
# posted by Derek Chua @ 8:22 AM 
