The Life of Derek

Hello guys...its me again....i finally have the time to update my blog. Wow..it has been ages since i last blog but i guess i must have been gathering all my thoughts and feelings for a month and spilling them all out at one short..haahahaa... :)Ohh well...looking at my title..you must be wondering how me and my girl are coming along? Well...it has been nothing short of spectcular...we have not had an agrument for quite sometime already and i finally feel we r begining to understand EXCATLY the needs of each party. We had a fanstastic month of AUG and come end Sep, we would be celebrating the bond we shared for 4 years!!! Times has really flown past us and i believe we will always treasure the time we had.Now..this has been the main thing which has been bugging me of late..i have one friend who has juz fallen out of love and is into a depression. I could only see her getting herself hurt and i could not do anything but juz to lend her my ears and hear her out. It left me wondering y a guy would do such a thing. How could u be with a girl for a year and unable to shake of the so called "shadow" of his Ex. Its like..WHAT THE FUCK MAN!!! I seriously look down on such guys...its not the RIGHT way to treat a girl....Be fair man...here is a girl loving u with all her heart and u juz not being able to committ urself becoz of the shadow...Come on man..dont be a fucking WUSS and i believe that a fantastic girl is standing right before you!!!Sigh...i dont know whats going to happen to her but im hoping all things will turn out fine and she can move on with her live.Hmmm......i have nothing more to say...juz tired and going to bed now..getting ready for a new day in camp !! take care guys...love you always...Muakz...Glod Bless You!!!