Tuesday, June 28, 2005
A Slow Week..Trying to Remain Positive
Slow way to start the week..trying to be positive
Hello guys...its me again !! haahahaa..has been a week since i last blogged. Wonder how are my closed ones and good friends are doing?? Really missed you guys man!!Anyway..this week didnt started well. There was this course opening on monday where i had to report to camp a little earlier than usual but i woke up super late and only arrived in camp at 8 15. Got told off by my Mdm but i juz took it in my stride and apologised to her. Being the happy-go-lucky person i didnt really let this bother me too much as i had huge amount of work to clear coz i was on half day leave on friday. Im looking forward to this coming weekend where i will spend 2 days away from hustle and bustle of Spore. I would be going to some beach resort with my darling!!! haahaha..had not been on a trip with her since december when i POP.
Sigh...My upperstudy met with a car accident today. He called me at 7 05 in the morning and informed me of the bad news. Well....at least the passengers and him are fine. Thats the most important thing...Repairs and doing all the car documentation needed to claim insurance are SECONDARY. I know you are pretty shocked over what has happened. But i know there is something niggling in your heart. Someone didnt bother calling you and asking how u r doing. Dont worry bro...when such things happen..you will know who r the ppl impt to u . You will get what i mean in time to come.
Another event happened last week and i think i will pen it down in my blog. I spoke to my best friend of almost 17 years. We had a very very long chat and i realise he is one of the most important person in my life. Without him, i think i wouldnt be what i am today. The chat we had brought us down memory lane where we reflected on the worst part of our life. Hey bro..i know when its time to move up the extra gear to achieve ur goal. You will make it...i know it and i have the utmost confidence in your abilities. Whats over is over..you are done and through with the bad patch..Beyond the horizon lies a beacon of light where you will find hope and courage to face all the problems you have. Hey bro...i juz want to say you have been a very very good companion to me over the last 17 years and i really appreciate the special bond we both share.
Alright Alright...you guys must be thinking im very emotional and all but this are juz my personal feelings and thought i had over the week and i think i should pen it down in my blog.Ok ppl..time to head to my bed and have a good rest coz its another new day... :) Love you ppl..take care and God bless You!!! *hugz*
Hello guys...its me again !! haahahaa..has been a week since i last blogged. Wonder how are my closed ones and good friends are doing?? Really missed you guys man!!Anyway..this week didnt started well. There was this course opening on monday where i had to report to camp a little earlier than usual but i woke up super late and only arrived in camp at 8 15. Got told off by my Mdm but i juz took it in my stride and apologised to her. Being the happy-go-lucky person i didnt really let this bother me too much as i had huge amount of work to clear coz i was on half day leave on friday. Im looking forward to this coming weekend where i will spend 2 days away from hustle and bustle of Spore. I would be going to some beach resort with my darling!!! haahaha..had not been on a trip with her since december when i POP.
Sigh...My upperstudy met with a car accident today. He called me at 7 05 in the morning and informed me of the bad news. Well....at least the passengers and him are fine. Thats the most important thing...Repairs and doing all the car documentation needed to claim insurance are SECONDARY. I know you are pretty shocked over what has happened. But i know there is something niggling in your heart. Someone didnt bother calling you and asking how u r doing. Dont worry bro...when such things happen..you will know who r the ppl impt to u . You will get what i mean in time to come.
Another event happened last week and i think i will pen it down in my blog. I spoke to my best friend of almost 17 years. We had a very very long chat and i realise he is one of the most important person in my life. Without him, i think i wouldnt be what i am today. The chat we had brought us down memory lane where we reflected on the worst part of our life. Hey bro..i know when its time to move up the extra gear to achieve ur goal. You will make it...i know it and i have the utmost confidence in your abilities. Whats over is over..you are done and through with the bad patch..Beyond the horizon lies a beacon of light where you will find hope and courage to face all the problems you have. Hey bro...i juz want to say you have been a very very good companion to me over the last 17 years and i really appreciate the special bond we both share.
Alright Alright...you guys must be thinking im very emotional and all but this are juz my personal feelings and thought i had over the week and i think i should pen it down in my blog.Ok ppl..time to head to my bed and have a good rest coz its another new day... :) Love you ppl..take care and God bless You!!! *hugz*
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
An Older but Wiser Derek i hope....
Hello guys....its been a while since i last blogged. Another week has juz flown past me again!! Too fast man..I'm 23 already. Juz celebrated my birthday with my family and my darling. She bought me a Tag Heuer for my birthday. Words cant describe how bad i feel. The watch cost her almost 4/5 of her pay. Though i really like the watch, seeing her spending such money on me made me feel so guilty. She faces so much stress at work and gives tuition 3 times a week juz to save enough money for her up coming trip, her future studies and her dream car and yet she spends money to buy this watch. I juz want to thank you for the present you gave me and i thank God for having such a wonderful girlfriend.
Hey sis, kc and tarts. Thanks for giving me the bubble foot spa. I have been using it of late and juz putting my feet in the warm water with bubbles floating on the water surface gives me much pleasure and a sense of relaxation after a hard day's work in camp. Thank you guys for giving me such a thoughtful present.
Oh well, a year older and a wiser derek would emerge! I have decided to go ahead to do my SATS and see how well i do. If my results are of average i think i may head to America to do my studies. But Perth (UWA) will always be on my mind when i make my final decision on where im going to study. My best friend (Marcus) encourage me to further my studies in America as the prospects are better and i would be able to fully experience the feel of studying abroad. But studying in Perth is someting i think i would really enjoy becoz of the culture, the ppl, the lifestyle and most importantly im close to my family. Tough decisions have to be made and i think i will give myself time to really decide what i really want.
Rest assured Darling, i will definately come back for you when im done with my studies. Give me 2 years and if things work out, i promise you that i will give you a good life in the future. I hope you would be the person i would be providing for in the future.
Alright guys, its time to call an end to the day. Time to rest my tired mind and i will catch up with u guys soon. Take care and God Bless you always. Love u guys....
Hey sis, kc and tarts. Thanks for giving me the bubble foot spa. I have been using it of late and juz putting my feet in the warm water with bubbles floating on the water surface gives me much pleasure and a sense of relaxation after a hard day's work in camp. Thank you guys for giving me such a thoughtful present.
Oh well, a year older and a wiser derek would emerge! I have decided to go ahead to do my SATS and see how well i do. If my results are of average i think i may head to America to do my studies. But Perth (UWA) will always be on my mind when i make my final decision on where im going to study. My best friend (Marcus) encourage me to further my studies in America as the prospects are better and i would be able to fully experience the feel of studying abroad. But studying in Perth is someting i think i would really enjoy becoz of the culture, the ppl, the lifestyle and most importantly im close to my family. Tough decisions have to be made and i think i will give myself time to really decide what i really want.
Rest assured Darling, i will definately come back for you when im done with my studies. Give me 2 years and if things work out, i promise you that i will give you a good life in the future. I hope you would be the person i would be providing for in the future.
Alright guys, its time to call an end to the day. Time to rest my tired mind and i will catch up with u guys soon. Take care and God Bless you always. Love u guys....
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
What a week it has been!!!
This week has zipped past me !! Good that time is passing really fast as it means im a week closer to my ORD date..haahhaaa!!
Ohh well...i was so busy this week that i hardly had time for myself. It was juz camp and back to my home!! Anyway..my camp visited a Home for the disabled and aged. I met this really nice old man by the name of Daniel. He left me a deepest impression becoz this old man is so positive abt everything he talks abt despite his age!! I really admire him for his courage to live even though he lost his entire family during the japanese occupation!! Heres to u Uncle Daniel..May the Good Lord bless you with the best of health in the coming years. On the other hand, i met this SHIT HEAD!! He is a real asshole in the home..a young man wheelchair bound becoz of some training accident. In the begining, i felt so sorry for him but as soon as we engaged in some games, he lost his bloody temper at me becoz he lost!! I was like fucking pissed with him man!! No one treated me in such a manner before.. FUCK YOU asshole !!! :)
I will dedicate this part of my blog to my darling liyan!!! Darling, i understand u r facing some stress from work at the bank! But hang in there ok, you will do juz fine and i believe u have the capabilities to solve the problems at work. Now for our relationship,
"Destiny isn't tailor-made. It's hand stitched."
Baby, this is for you coz u always believe that we cannot control our relationship. But im trying to stress this point across to you that we can both control our destiny and continue on this wonderful journey we started 3 years and 8 months. I love you always.
Alright Alright..its kinda late already lah..im turning in and i will blog once im free. Love you ppl always..take care and we will speak to each other as soon as time permits!!! God Bless You...
Ohh well...i was so busy this week that i hardly had time for myself. It was juz camp and back to my home!! Anyway..my camp visited a Home for the disabled and aged. I met this really nice old man by the name of Daniel. He left me a deepest impression becoz this old man is so positive abt everything he talks abt despite his age!! I really admire him for his courage to live even though he lost his entire family during the japanese occupation!! Heres to u Uncle Daniel..May the Good Lord bless you with the best of health in the coming years. On the other hand, i met this SHIT HEAD!! He is a real asshole in the home..a young man wheelchair bound becoz of some training accident. In the begining, i felt so sorry for him but as soon as we engaged in some games, he lost his bloody temper at me becoz he lost!! I was like fucking pissed with him man!! No one treated me in such a manner before.. FUCK YOU asshole !!! :)
I will dedicate this part of my blog to my darling liyan!!! Darling, i understand u r facing some stress from work at the bank! But hang in there ok, you will do juz fine and i believe u have the capabilities to solve the problems at work. Now for our relationship,
"Destiny isn't tailor-made. It's hand stitched."
Baby, this is for you coz u always believe that we cannot control our relationship. But im trying to stress this point across to you that we can both control our destiny and continue on this wonderful journey we started 3 years and 8 months. I love you always.
Alright Alright..its kinda late already lah..im turning in and i will blog once im free. Love you ppl always..take care and we will speak to each other as soon as time permits!!! God Bless You...
